Well, thing was was that since this is summer... and i'm really lonley because of the fact that most of my friends are leaving and moms forcing me to do jobs at random... and at the moment i'm feeling down for since i'm putting my sisters pictures on deviantart.. i'm taking comparison between the two and I realized that.. i fucking suck. well yes at drawing but at life I suck. really now if it wasnt for a choice friends i would have killed myself a long time ago -.-
Course this might just be the crazy teen angst setting in, but hey... I has a normal life and better than most peoples so i'm really concerned of why the fuck i'm complaining about my life. grah... this fucking sucks..
i hate my life.
- Mood:
Miserable - Listening to: Requiem [from Death Note]
- Reading: rps
- Watching: Degrassi: The Next Generation
- Drinking: cherry pomegranete juice
Blue Summer..
Devious Comments
You know, you keep saying you've got a normal life and all, but recently I was talking to someone about how suicidal you are and all, and one woman said "When I was a kid, I got angry at my mom a lot and remember thinking I had a horrible life. Of course, my life wasn't so bad. But if you're really thinking about killing yourself, there's obviously something wrong."
See? That's three opinions that say that it's okay for you to feel pissed AND that you probably should get help. I can only do so much from across the country, Kyo, and I'm getting really worried for you. I hate to think that one day you might slip and I'll never be able to see or speak to you again ....
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